Vedonist - Anhedonia Society Lyrics
Hidden in the restless dream I fight with terrorDried heart dies ina atorment of fast beastsI sew my faded pupils up with thick threads of subconsciousFor I sense that my enemy prepares the cruelest of bladesMy hollow look, so tired of suffringBegs for a ray of sun into the blackness of tear-shaped boxBut hysterical prayers raised to the old GodAre just a frightful groan in the valley of shadowsEvery motion, every thought deals a dull pain to my sensesTiredness keeps me in the mental tranceIrritated with trifle I lost desire for singingSinging, which used to take you to the land of dreamsI balance on the verge of ma imaginated worldWorld of possessiveness, world of pain, world of lonelinessI wish to scream, but my voice gets stuk in moansI am nobody, a dust of nothingness drifting in voidI am the sinner – the cause of failuresI am the burden – the waste of humankindI am the cripple – my own parasiteI will be the messiahThe liberator of soulsBeware of me, the army of common martyrsWaiting for the ritual nailing to crossUnder the mask of disease you recognize my dear faceYou reach your small trusting hand out to the memoriesSo vivid now, here, embraced by soothing feelingsBut this tenderness is the arms of sick mercyBeware of me, the army of common desperadosFor on the bayonets of love you will find only death
