The Four Owls - Control Lyrics
Losing control, finding controlI'm like a run away train on a [?] untrainedA mouth full of paraffin spittin' in the flamesMore than a few lands spitting on the gravesPsychological trigger bound by the diabolical figureI acknowledge the romIt's like my thoughts are mine sometimesEgo is over loadedStrugglin' to re -checkWhat we need is more respectOn the same page we can all progressBut too many act like they're too big for thatYou're wrapped in your own flagAnd you got to resolveAnd then you climb back graduallyAnd fight that clarityThen lie back happilyThese voices in my mind are whisperingI try my best to fight themThen I end up feeling violentStuck in solitudeThe way we end up inAnd the way we pressurize itClimbing back a wall and building webs like spidersFrozen face smilingWe blow sizeBack on the strings of a violinFlowing out the wallI want to alleviate this migraineI guess I have to live this lifeBehind the high-wayLosing control, finding controlYour heart and your bodyMind and your soulTrying to keep a holdLosing control, finding controlYour heart and your bodyMind and your soulTrying to keep a holdSteady with the slipI'm trying to stay focusedBut my mind takes a tripEvery time I take sip fromFrom housewife to housewife to hoeThey go go goThe only thing that suitsIs another instrumentalThis week we can be civilizedThat's all I recommend youI'm taking controlOr at least tryingAnd I'm just trying to make a differenceAnd keep flyingNot just keep lyingIt's so much hard to lie to myselfThat's why I'm kicking off pirates from this shipFor no one elseBlame is a funny gameShame is another stateCall my name into the rack where I used to playChange what I used to sayLike I used to straightLose or gain controlGain or lose a dayI think about all the demons in my mindAnd I'm trying to compensate the week that I smokedBut it ain't about the moneyI'm saying that she was so pissed offI'm playing on the dayAnd my brain keeps decayingI can't remember where I've beenAnd my mind is relatingParanoid delusions with no real solutionsFeel like I'm losingAnd it ain't no hopeBut we are in the same boatTrying to juggle addictionStruggling' with the truthAnd it's time to quit themDon't wanna be the victim like the pastAnd show meYou wanna change the dayBut it's happening slowlyLosing control, finding controlYour heart and your bodyMind and your soulTrying to keep a holdLosing control, finding controlYour heart and your bodyMind and your soulTrying to keep a hold
