Sandpeople - Anguish Lyrics
Verse 1I´ve been conditioned since before I denied being a christian???Entire worlds collapse with the weight of their wordsWords can construct a sanctuary that changes in a dayIn a way it makes sense, as dense images fadeAnd I take time forget the finer things in lifeDespite not understanding this numbing sensationAll caved in probably before I prevailI´ll excel past places others promised to failSuccess is objective and just mantels the collectiveAs remedy is a raised duality, dueling, ruining my blissful ignorance??? my renaissanceI´m lost seeking to be found, listening for soundWearing this crown for ??? proudlyThe ??? be playing my insecuritiesAs I nervously ask you to murder meIt should have been an identity resurrectionWith childhood memories I keep on forgettingAs this continues, conditions prove to be contagiousAs I am ethic and ethic has become anguishVerse 2Transform this child of the storm??? this thorn has caught my sight without unveiling itselfUnconditional love seems to have guidelinesLandmines places on an already narrow trailDriven by desire to be driven by the third nailAnd somewhere on my walk I´m bound to pick myself upBut if you give me your hand I´ll be eternally gratefulWell as I human I have to trouble deserving what it distastefulI´m playful when it comes to matters of live and deathFirst and last breath being taken and being leftWith the ability to all truth into what I can acceptAnd I know ??? better than I know respectI don’t cuss but that don’t make your mind darker than mineI´ve seen the abyss and done things people would findstrange to say the leader feed the beastI recently acquired a need to live in peaceAs footprints in the sand speak with the weight of wordsI live in the hourglass struggling to be heardAnd I have covered quiet land, and searching languageAs I am ethic and ethic is anguishVerse 3Isolated staring through an eyelid back ???I can´t stop considering where I´ll be in a fewyears ,from today, with a new outlook on everythingThat I one time maybe made a differenceAs major turns into minor I get no resistanceI´m a terrible witness ??? fake being convincedIt´s gonna´ work outThough I hold tight to the faith I haveof always been one to take too much of a bad thingI live in extremes and ??? why seemA cry for help might not play out in traditional scenesHiding behind laughter, held up by ??????Watch as I shatter right here on this trackWhat I´m speaking today I wish I could take backAnd act like there´s nothing compressing my brainPretend like I am happy and only ethic remainsThe fact is right now there´s a lot to sort outI ´m swimming in doubt and surviving on hopeAnd I can live without an answer now if that what´s requiredBut I think this empire has been built on the guilt of ???Every construction is an order from the ground levelA requiem for order, pierce me like metalBlades of a wakening beginning is banishedAs ethic slowly separates from his anguish
