My Love Your Lust - Strain Lyrics
Be just and fear not is what you said to meBut anxiety follows me with every step I takeDesires on my back – which I cannot fulfill on my ownNo understanding from your side – no nothingEffort meant nothing although I triedI've had enough – how on earth can I please you?Self-determination lead astray, give voice to my thoughtsI'm not saying I pushed myself to extremesBut I would never neglect a thing that shapes me, creates meYou say you listen, but you don't seem to careIt's like I speak right through youNothing cuts deeper than fearAnd discussing these things won't change anythingDon't make me go through this againDon't you judge meDon't you level my actions to the groundI've had enough, your corruption won't harm my waysBut despite all of my failures, I know I will see some brighter days.