Jimmy Davis - A Look Back Lyrics
Please allow me to present my recollectionOf when my life took a major change in directionIve heard people talk through the years and seen intentionTo offer fabrication and relay a misconception soLets set the record straight, commemorateThe biggest obstacle Ive overcome I need to separateThe fact from the fiction, the crack smack addictionEmotions that this period would generateSecondary school, where the shit beganMe and my three best pals started to hit the canSniffing aerosols, smoking draw, taking gasSparking up one after another and evading classI let wanting to be accepted get the better of meAnd that quest for popularity eventually rob meOf the chance to realise my capabilitiesBut I was too busy with thieving, lies and taking libertiesMake it, no more hurting when you cryYoure gonna make itNo more teardrops from the skyYoure gonna make itNo more saying your goodbyesYoure gonna make itYou can make it if you tryYoure gonna make itSo smoking weed was becoming a habitAnd your brain is such a terrible thing to waste doing nothing is tragicDropped one of my A LevelsNot cos of my abilities but for extra curricular activitiesThen came the raves, finding ecstasyAnd a subject that over time Id find perplexing meYou see my so called mates were just a bunch of twatsAnd thats another part of my life full of complexityOver time I guess the raves werent enoughCos certain members of the faculty had started burning stuffThat was completely inappropriateKnown as scag, H, brown, smack, tings or known as opiateAnd like a little prick Jimmy stayed and hung aroundEven though Id already been made to look a clownIt still took some time for me to eventually succumbBut when I did it twisted my character left me feeling numbMake it, no more hurting when you cryYoure gonna make itNo more teardrops from the skyYoure gonna make itNo more saying your goodbyesYoure gonna make itYou can make it if you tryYoure gonna make itSo 6 months chasing the dragon was admittedlyThe worst time of my life I was smoking crack intermittentlyI heard some crackhead shit, prick at least I overcameDya say that to your mates who everyone week are sniffing cocaine?Its all the same shiteI used this episode to make me stronger, spur me on and always keep theFlame alightSee I got through it when I was left aloneAnd not once did I see a bottle of methadoneBut this is no sob story I dont want sympathyIts just setting it straight for the wankers whove got it in for meAnd a chance to apologise to my familyFor everything I did the enormity and the gravityOf my actions, are a burdenThat Ill carry with me until theyre closing the curtainEven if I *****ing settle out in St TropezId never change my past cos its made me the man I am todayMake it, no more hurting when you cryYoure gonna make itNo more teardrops from the skyYoure gonna make itNo more saying your goodbyesYoure gonna make itYou can make it if you tryYoure gonna make it