Bleacher - I Wanna Get Better Lyrics
Hey I hear the voiceOf the preacher from the back roomCalling my name andI follow just to find youI trace the faithTo a broken down televisionAnd put on the weatherAnd I've trained myselfTo give up on the pastCause I froze in timeBetween hearses and casketsLost control when IPanicked at the acid testI wanna get betterWhile my friends were getting highAnd chasing girls down parkway linesI was losing my mindBecause the loveThe love, the loveThe love, the loveThe love, that I gaveWasted on a nice faceIn a blaze of fearI put a helmet on a helmetCounting seconds through a nightAnd got carried awaySo now I'm standing on the overpassScreaming at the cars, heyI wanna get betterI didn't know I was lonelyTil I saw your faceI wanna get betterBetter, better, betterI wanna get betterI didn't know I was brokenTil I wanted to changeI wanna get betterBetter, better, betterI wanna get betterI go up to my roomAnd there's girls on the ceilingCut out their picturesAnd I chase that feelingOf an eighteen year oldWho didn't knowWhat loss wasNow I'm a strangerAnd I miss the daysOf a life still permanentMourn the yearsBefore I got carried awaySo now I'm staring at the interstateScreaming at myself, heyI wanna get betterI didn't know I was lonelyTil I saw your faceI wanna get betterBetter, better, betterI wanna get betterI didn't know I was brokenTil I wanted to changeI wanna get betterBetter, better, betterI wanna get betterCause I'm sleeping in the back of a taxiI'm screaming from my bedroom windowEven if it's gonna kill meWoke up this morningEarly before my familyFrom this dreamWhere she was trying to show meHow a lifeCan move from the darknessShe said to get betterSo I put a bulletWhere I should have put a helmetAnd I crash my carCause I wanna get carried awayThat's why I'm standing on the overpassScreaming at myself, heyI wanna get betterI didn't know I was lonelyTil I saw your faceI wanna get betterBetter, better, betterI wanna get betterI didn't know I was brokenTil I wanted to changeI wanna get betterBetter, better, betterI wanna get better