Turk - Reckless Lyrics
My fate is finally clearEven when my eyes shutI often questioned the idea that God choose usSterilizing, use us, the worse of the misfitsThe ones that was written off as a statisticI’ve seen the bad side of life, I experienced the worstGod must’ve saw something in me for what it’s worthEx coke and hero addict, jus up and at itDon’t matter the state I was in, I was up and at itBack on your brain, was on my teens when I started takenThen money in the bank came, then I started shootingWildest tracks on my arm, and maybe you can feel meMany encounters with death, addiction tryina kill meBrought me infection in my vein, inflammation in my heartHow could I be so bright and the future look so dark?Hospitalized for my deeds, I was moving at high speedCSU dope through iv’sI don’t know why God allowed me to live and talk about itSay you’ve been through what I’ve been through? But I doubt itAnd no, it don’t mean that I’m better than youI just faked the prescription of a man that covered throughBut if I had to do it all againBut if I had to do it all againBut if I had to do it all againEvery time interpretation of my lifeSays that I’ve seen a passion of ChristWent from millions and record salesTo a consumer, drug salesSeeing loved ones die while in jailThough how I feel that half a child in your bellyHell, and how I feel death and betrayalNow I know how I feel to prevailNow I know how I feel when God takes your eyes and removes bailI’ve been on a journey but I realizedLife’s just a lonesome timeTo see the heart of me… aloneI fear what thugging done to Michael ThroneTaking whole ships, losing God giftsIn spite of niggas, their tones, got this wide visionThat gotta be fulfilled like the 22 years got overturn over fearSo miss me with their fake shit ‘cause I detect itI thank God for my experience for living recklessBut if I had to do it all againBut if I had to do it all againBut if I had to do it all again
