Silence 4 - My Friends Lyrics
I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myselfAfraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that dayEverything I believed in, everything I fought forWas now underneath my feet and my heart beatWas so gone, couldn't be felt by anyoneSo alone it gave me the creepsMy drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna dependSo I'll stick toMy friends and my friends and my car and my friendsMy friends and my friends and my cards and my friendsMartini until the endPlay pool againNever thought woyuld be like thisNo one told me it would be like thisI'm amazed I'm amazed with myselfAnd my brain and my painAnd my pain and my veinsAre delivering it to my healthMy self-confidence was broken while my trust was takenAnd it left me with an empty life and this knifeRests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she saidClose my eyes and sleepAll these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already deadAnd I really don't want to dependSo I'll stick to ...Can't smoke anymore can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it againLost everything I had, Far from mum, far from dadI thank God for my good, good friendsBut where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the holeMy life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth itBut my friends took my handHelped me to lift myself againAnd that's why I really love
