Professor Green - Today I Cried Lyrics
I only went and *****ing did it Used to be a dream but now I *****ing live itWeren't even writing raps I was down and out about to *****ing quit itLucky for me that I *****ing didn't See lily came along when I was at my lowestSelling wraps of coke not the raps I flow withI made it and I owe to a chat I had with her, Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't occurredBack with the bag, with the bag full of herbs init Instead I got her on a track and I murdered itMy name started causing murmurs in the industryBut none of these labels would work with it until virgin didPut my first single out and we earned a hitThat's why we never... I know it must burn a bitJust did a show and everybody knew the words to itThe day I risked everything for I couldn't have given anything more all these years... But this is something that nothing could have readied me for What you think all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there notToday I cried And I don't know whyBut today I cried And I don't know whyyy x2My single went in at 3My album went in at 2 For a debut not to shabby if I have to I make doFinally some form of reward for the things I came throughBut it's different to the perfect picture people paint youOn the way up you might be a person people take toThen you break through and the same people who rated you hate tooAll of a sudden anything you do may do may make newsAnd I'm sick to death of explaining was is and aint' trueSpend a day in my shoes and maybe you would feel the same too Though I know I've got to make the most of it there will be no take 2 And ungrateful I would hate to seem cos' I'm leaving my dream now But I don't sleep now And all the hours awake are making me senile SnapEven people I've been round my whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me nowThey say I've changed but I just don't see howI've always lived my life taking corners that I can't see roundNever knowing what it is I'm trying to seek outBut I'm even beginning to question me now Today I cried And I don't know whyBut today I cried And I don't know whyyy (don't know why I crieddd) I know it must seem mad to youIt's mad to meAll I've done is what I've had to doBeen who I've had to beBut the path I've walked has been so gravely It's been a strain to remain humane amongst all this inhumanityThankfully I had nan who was a mum and dad to me You can choose your friends but you can't choose your family Temporary happiness for me has been a fallacyIt's so sad isn't it, stick your sympathy it means jack to meSick of hearing how happy I should beI just don't know how to beI can no longer pretendNo more making out to beMaybe all I needs a slap, Someone to shake it out of meHelp me to spell my irrational thoughts think more rationally Sick of being in the state of vanity It's agonyAm I torn or is it all some twisted form of vanity Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health Taking care of my career but I'm neglecting myself Rejected therapy no I just won't except any helpI pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly today I liedI was asked how I was and I said I was fine, I'm notToday I cried And I don't know whyBut today I cried And I don't know whyyy x3
