Pm Dawn - Even After I Die Lyrics
A question marks on a question markAnd insecurities connect my partsI thought you are me and I am youSo I talk to myself til my face turns blueAsk me if my feet touch the groundI drift away and explore the profoundA morph to satisfaction is the tripIts you... isnt it? ...Father tell me what you think of mePlease, tell me what you think of meThe pressure and the weight comes in with the tideI tell you that I love you a thousand timesSomeone said a silver course lands my doorNow question marks talk to me even moreIm tired.. and I wanna come homeBut all that pains me is the thought of my ownThe thought of you just reeks with divinityA spark by my heart is the symbol of the trinityI can understand that the stakes are highBut Id really like to know what Ive done and whyIm floating in a sea of doubt when it comes to thatIt seems as though all of my thoughts are now acrobatsI am you, now thats a thought to renegeBut in the thought that stops it seems to get bigI wonder why father.. why it is what it isBecause I am what I am? .. what gives?Alphabet soup brings uncertain tsA kiss on the cheek is more trouble for meIs it possible that I might decomposeAnd reassemble with a spark and a roseI notice that oblivion follows me aroundAs ode to forgetful mind is shot downEternity is holding a rubix cubeAnd everything inside it seems to be *****I just dont get it sometimes its wierdIt barely shakes but escalates into fearIm so distraught that it now makes senseThe perfect pony.. but youll only get a glimpseNow someone tried to hit it with a stick of bambooI wonder wonder wonder wonder whoI grin as the era of the selfish fadesAnd Im looking at the skies through a pair of dark shadesAnd Im buggin I guess cause it makes me feel goodTheres so many things that I misunderstoodI guess Ill never know.. itd probably cut me like a knifeI swore I spent my life trying to be christ-likeBut I love you father so I cant lie..I think Ill still be scared even after I die..
