Matt Nathanson - Lost Myself In Search Of You (Live At Ned's) Lyrics
I was holding you so tight and you were holding meSo wrapped up in the moment I was feeling such securityAnd the first few weeks felt just like heaven,but I never really seemed to get that highSo now I sit here laughing at the time that past me by.It s times like these, when I feel I'm on my knees beggingplease don't go.And as you slipped away I couldn't admit that we werethroughAs you slipped awayI found I lost myself in search of youI was holding you so tight and you were holding himBut you left the door so wide open that I was sure you'd comeback inAnd now the only time I can hold you is in my mindAnd that doesn't seem to fill me up insideSo yes I felt lonely and yes I felt a needAnd you seemed to feel it necessary to make me seeThat I was wrong and you were rightAnd that all my attempts were in vainBut I was pretty sure you'd turn around and want me backagainAnd as you slipped away I couldn't admit that we werethroughAs you slipped away I found I lost myself in youI was holding you so tightly when you needed helpI guess insecurities catch up to you when You're lying toyourselfBut I wasn't lying when I told you all that you could beBut it was no use, you never really ever listened to meI was holding you so tight but now I've let you go.