Keith Murray - Christina Lyrics
I'm always getting shitted on son, ain't gonna be no, no differentCan you accept me as I am? I ask youAlways, the love lords? I need youCan you open your heart to mine and accept me and all my faultsDuring the human course activity, watch me give me my roomI am radiant, give me my space, I am light[Verse 1]Yo, 22798 I wrote a check outto H.W. funeral home for my little sister Christina15 years old damn man this *****in world is so cold8 months before I had to do three yearsComing from the air port my face burning with tearsI had this black cloud hovering over meFar back as I can check back down my family treeIts been with me since my first LP2nd LP I was sittin in court3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast, got it back to the streetsby the power of the mind and positive of lightsome say livin is death and dying is lifeI say pray for me that I should be born tonightI remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nightsLook at me this is my life[Chorus]Suddenly my life feels so alone, tell me what the hell is going onTell me, tell me, why my life feels so alone, so wrongTell me what the hell is going onHelp me, please help me[Verse 2]I can't even begin to explain the mental anguishI went through as a child when I heard my pops had passedI went to see him on the sick bedwith my grandmother, that day I knew it was the lastI loved him but I had to grow up without himOver the years I've lived through frustrations and questionsIn 90' I went to jail as an adolescentThen in 92' my moms had to go back to the essenceGot me thinkin about the meaning of my existence (I lost my best friend)I realised the devil was spying o