Esham - Cross My Heart Lyrics
Son of a *****, Jason wants to slit his wristsBut I'll tell you like this, should'nt take the riskKnowin the consequences wellThe suicidal suckers end up in hellSome rather be dead then living in sinCuz the planet is *****ed up and misledBy fools like youRunnin round tellin mother *****ers what they can and cant doButterflys in my stomachMake me wanna vomit cuz I know doomsday is comingJasons facin life or death, it's do or dieAnd as he take a deep breath he wonders who will cryThe only one who really cares is you and IBut your the only one who really knew whyLifes a ***** from beginning to end and then you dieLiving the life of sin and whyI can see it in your eyes I'm not suprisedAs you cross your heart and hope to dieLiving your life on the edge of panicBut still you manicCuz you was born a schizophrenicNever knew life was a *****, but it is so hardI'm living low in the graveyardTake a trip to another side another placeLying in a casket wit a dead mans faceWho gives a ***** about you, nobody but youBut I didn't have to tell you take cuz thats something you already knewJust like a razor to the wrist I'm a cut you quickLast dying words is I'm a son of a *****Son of a gun and Ive just begun to bleedAs I scream Jesus christ and fall to my kneesAnd as everyone cries they wonder whyI cross my heart and hope to dieMy rhyme is a nine to the foreheadAnd once you push play you'll pull the trigga and now your deadA suicidal homicidal homicidal suicidal recitalIs what I recite when I'm on the micAt midnight I'll smother you like crib deathAnd find my record spinningYou'll never no I was grinnin when I did thatThis is the U-N-H-O-L-YDeadly, like pesticideSo just step asideOnce I knew a little girl was playin my tape on SundayThey found her in some headphones dead on MondayHanging from a chandelier the only thing to fear is fearWhen you get them butterflies you know the Unholy is nearSome disappear and never be foundSome are smothered by the rhythm and then drownAnd when I blow your mind your wont know whyYou'll soon cross your heart and hope to die
