Bob Mould - Vaporub Lyrics
Kept my heart locked away / kept it far away from meFound a place by the river where nobody goesBuried far beneath the leveePlaces where I used to go / when it rained, my heart went deeperDeep blue underneath the sea / washed away for no one to seeI dont have the feelings Im supposed to knowI dont get the feeling that you understandOnly get the feeling that youre feeling sorry for meThats never been the point of what Ive saidNever really knew what love was / mixed it up with other thoughtsGrowing up alone doesnt help one sort it outEven when youre here, youre notNever learned to trust another personNever knew a person who could understand my wordsWhy I chose to share them, I will never know, but knowingNo one took the time to understandDo I want forgiveness, or the thrill of maybe knowingI could change direction, never caring where Im goingSometimes all the time it takes to make your destinationIsnt charted out as clearly as it seemsNow the smell of vaporub comes over meAll the shame of weakness builds againRules and expectations I cant follow any moreI became the person that I amWouldnt want to make you think you havent found a way to meIts only that its not as simple as it seems to be
