Blood For Blood - Redemption Denied Lyrics
You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,I don't know if I can face another daybecause shit's been so *****ing hard for so *****ing longand it don't seem like shits ever going to change.Sometimes when I look in the mirrior,I look despised at what I see cause pridestrength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me.Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,something inside me way deep down diedand I can't remember when,I just don't know where the ***** I went wrong...What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?Every DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor away to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitI've got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so greatLet me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet *****ing dream,a myth made up by a liar who's dispear you can slip into forever.I've been as low as you can goand I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,but everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhereit's seems like someone or something knocks me the ***** back down.One step forward, two steps back.I read somewhere "without hope you will die"...I think I've lost hopeI've got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI'm so tired of being *****ed up all the timebut I can't seem to do it any other way,maybe I'm not as strong as youbut sometimes my *****ed up life brings me downwhen I look around.My life it didn't make me hateit just hardened something deep down inside of me.I think it was my humanity.I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.I don't wanna be like this no more,I'm just looking for some shelter of salvationor something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.I've got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI never asked for lifeI wish that at birth I had diedI tried to drown this hateDeath will be the cure for all this painEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitI've got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI never asked for lifeI wish that at birth I had diedI tried to drown this hateDeath will be the cure for all this painEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitI've got nothing leftI await for the angel of deathI've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so greatI never asked for lifeI wish that at birth I had diedI tried to drown this hateDeath will be the cure for all this painEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitThere's no where to turn, everyone betrays you.I can't trust anyone and I'm so *****ing paranoid.I'm allways waiting for the phone or door.It's just nobody for sure.I can't remember when a day's gone bythat I haven't thought about bringing myself up.I know I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit.I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,if I can just look at one personand see them smile at me and know that they meant it.Every DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shitEvery DayEach *****ing day I prayI pray to a god that I know does not existFor a waySome *****ing waySome dayFor a way to make my way through this world full of shit
