Blind Melon - I Wonder Lyrics
All alone the broadening skiesUnder the every night I will lieScratching claw and grip the railsEvery day my living hellOh God you know Ive triedI know how hard I triedAnd oh I tried......Hey Id like to daze away to aPlace like no one has knownIn a state of mind I could call mineThat only I could ownWhere I could hum a tune anytimeI choose, and then there is no such thing as timeWhere I can feel no pain just calm and saneWhat a place for one to findNow you see Im watching everythingI do and theyre watching everything I sayWhy wont they leave me be?Why am I even here? I wonderYou leave me wonderingWont you stop watching meI said theyre watching me, watching me, watching meNow in my corner I got the ceiling in my eyesArms holding up my kneesAnd rocking back and forth my lifeI didnt mean to feel this wayWhen I walked into the door, lordThen they ripped away my memoriesAnd I cant remember who I was before.And I only wanted to be 16 and free.......and I wonder.
