Atmosphere - Caved In Lyrics
The door openedin walked my brother terrifiedteary eyed I'm wide openonly to hear our father diedIt's not true I'm hopin'I need some air, I'm chokin'Get me off this ride. Where's life goin'?Feelin' I'm lost, I'm frozen.Suspended in mid-traumatized stateWhy I'm chosen for this fateI don't knowHead shakes back and forthemotion oh insociable not speakinremain in silence 'cause I'm weakand deep inside I'm freakin'Want my father back I need him.Why's god cheatin'takin' half the two that gave me lifeMy mind replays the thoughtnow no longer can I sleep at nightnot feelin' rightinsecurenow what's my future lookin' likeaint' delt with death beforeage eleven and can't take no moreMy hands on the floor'cause my stomach's feelin' sickand I was mad at the lordbecause he took him all to quickthat dayon his way to pick me uphe never made itblamed it all on myselfand I dwelled in self-hatredOn a path called destructmany thought I wouldn't make itI hated the way I feelbut I just can't seem to shake itsomebody take it awaythis mad situationmy world is breakin'and I feel I'm 'bout to cave inI tried to take it all inafter it all settled I couldn't beginaccepting you were gonebut understoodI tried to take it all inafter it all settled I couldn't beginaccepting you were gonebut understoodhey Dad I miss youfor everyday goneand for the rest of my lifetried to remain stronguntil we reunitelive on your memoryfrom the seedsyou planted gentlythanks for bein' there for meand all the time you spent with melove sent for meif I could only have that day backto sit down and rapshoot the breeze and have a chatbut the fact still remains still lateron the day I have to meet our makerI write my feelings on the paperfor nowalong the golf course where you once played I see youas I drive by I feel youlike your presence is thereI stop and I stareI see the pictures of days we sharedwell aware that you caredmaking sure I was prepared for lifethe hardships, the struggles,the garbage, and the troubles that come with italways kept my head with itI gripped itclose to my hearteverything you tought memy dad, my heroyou had my love for all eternityI tried to take it all inafter it all settled I couldn't beginaccepting you were gonebut understoodI tried to take it all inafter it all settled I couldn't beginaccepting you were gonebut understoodI tried to take it all inafter it all settled I couldn't beginaccepting you were gonebut understoodI tried to take it all inafter it all settled I couldn't beginaccepting you were gonebut understood
