Assemblage 23 - Bi-Polar Lyrics
I haven't felt so alive in yearsThe sun is shining down on meMy eyes are welling up with tearsTears of joy, tears of ecstasyEmotions I once kept concealedNow flow freely like a riverLife's great mysteries revealedLove's great promise deliveredCHORUS:I hate my life I want to dieI was just pretending all this timeA mask I wear so I don't bareMy soul to the cold, harsh world out thereTry to prevail but only failEach time on a grander and grander scaleMy life is worthless and so am II hate my life I want to dieThe landscape rises to meet my feetThe sky descends to fill my armsFor once I finally feel completeFor once I know I can't be harmedAll I know is light and loveI feel that I could live foreverWhile others' troubles seem to growI have no problems whatsoeverCHORUSThe epiphany that came to fallFinally helped me reconcileWhat I felt wasn't joy at allAll this time it was just denialCHORUS