Alanis Morissette - Sorry To Myself Lyrics
For hearing all my doubts so selectively andFor continuing my numbing love endlessly.For helping you and myself: not even consideringFor beating myself up and overfunctioning.To whom do I owe the biggest apology?No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.For letting you decide if I indeed was desirableFor myself love being so embarassingly conditional.And for denying myself to somehow make us compatibleAnd for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.AndTo whom do I owe the biggest apology?No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.Im sorry to myself.My apologies begin here before everybody else.Im sorry to myself.For treating me worse than I would anybody else.For blaming myself for your unhappinessAnd for my impatience when I was perfect where I was.Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready,And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.To whom do I owe the first apology?No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.AndIm sorry to myself.My apologies begin here before everybody else.Im sorry to myself.For treating me worse than I would anybody else.Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ?Forgetting you or forgetting myself...Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter,I wouldve naturally loved the former.For ignoring you: my highest voices.For smiling when my strife was all too obvious.For being so disassociated from my body,And for not letting go when it wouldve been the kindest thing.To whom do I owe the biggest apology?No ones been crueler than Ive been to me.AndIm sorry to myself.My apologies begin here before everybody elseIm sorry to myself.For treating me worse than I would anybody else.Im sorry to myself.My apologies begin here before everybody elseIm sorry to myself.For treating me worse than I would anybody else
