After Forever - Blind Pain Lyrics
(Child) Everything keeps getting worseThe terror at home, the dread at schoolI mustn't count on much support,I'm still locked out; it's up to me,how to face the teasing and the painHate, one thing we have in commonPlay your gameBeat me, hurt meA physical release from mental painDon't make me explode in your way(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,a line of pain, no other way to show how you feelThis is the rebel in her, the torment from him,the absence of help, the mother's care(Child) Rage, it burns all around usBlind painSo abuse is only weaknessIt feels more like a cry of distress, an act of incapacityFeel the threatFeel the oppressed ambience of having no place to go,no one who'll take care of my salvation(Contemplative) This is a chain of torture,a line of pain, no other way to show how you feelThis is the rebel in her, the torment from him,the absence of help, the mother's care(Child) Here comes the final episodeof terror and pain, abuse and hopeHere comes the fight between us allA fight between a love long goneI'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain----------Spoken outro:(Mother) Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us!It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work, come back withouteven noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think aboutyourself.(Father) I only think about myself, it's me again? You self-centered *****!You're the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who'ssupposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's not my child! Wasn't it ours,our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A *****ing...(Mother) Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling! Ever since she was bornand I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamedof because of 'our' decisions! We both should have made compromises,but the only one who did was me!(Father) Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself; whydon't you take a look at my side of the story for once?(Mother) Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'... well, excuse the ***** out of me for beingin your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you'veever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old and ugly, right?You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already...(Father) Enough!! Don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That'show you ruined my loyalty; I can't believe I once fell in love with a...(Mother) Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind'tknow you're familiar with that word!(Father) There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand!We've lost contact, baby.(Mother) Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you. Why don'tyou just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don'tforget to drown on your way to a better life!!(Father) Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather drown than be locked up withsuch a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can't believe we're stillholding a conversation about something so stupid!!(Mother) Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it'll be slow and painful!(Father) Shut your *****ing mouth!(Mother) *****... *****!-----------
